I'm again in a very depressing mood, thus I felt a big urge to write it down here. Even though I had a great experience at the Katy Perry concert but that's another story.
I feel really unmotivated to learn because I looked up what my job perspective will look like and nothing is sunny in Marialand! My future will be in a job I don't like, yay! I mean, everything can change and I don't have to work in that jobs, but that are the ones that match my studies. Therefore I feel really bad and I don't have any desire to learn. The only desire I have is the desire to cry. But I have to other choice, my perspectives in life doesn't look bright and my dreams are so far away that I can't even see them anymore. I hate uncertainty and my dreams are that. I hate doing risks, I rather do nothing. Haha, that's my problem! I wish I was that good in solving problems as I'm in finding them.
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