Talentless

I already ranted about this a lot but I'm really convinced there is no single bit of talent in me.

My last hope is to get the job in a bookstore. I know I won't be super happy about it because even if I don't know what I want, I also know what I don't want. And I don't want to vegetate in a bookstore all my life, but I guess that will be my destiny. I'm at such a low point right now that I don't even what to meet up with friends, I don't even have much contact with them anymore. But I'm not a great loss for them. 

Oh no, I'm talking so negative...